before i die...

before i die, i want to prove something to the world. i want to show my friends i am someone. i want people to be jealous of me. i want to get my driver's license. i want to marry and have my own family. i want to have children so my parents can take care of their grandchildren. i want to get a diploma to prove my intelectual capabilities. i want my friends and i to be a group of people that people awe. i want to make sure i see azri, syam and kam are happy with their lives. i want bcube to succeed. i want my parents to go for their honeymoon. i want my brother to be a brother in the ward. i want my sister to at least get a job.

&lastly, i want to forgive for all my sins.

but for now, i want to rilek.